My design process is something that
I have never understood. I always felt like I would just go, go, go and try to
make sense of things. I felt as if each site, each program had something that
it already wanted to be. I felt as if I was a sculptor. I felt as if the site
boundaries were extruded up into a block and that my design would be chiseled
out of this block based on the wealth of information that the site and program
gave me. However, over this year I have found that to not be the case so much.
I used to view architecture simply as architecture. I never really believed in
meaning or anything deep with in architecture. I feel like that is a fine way
to view architecture. However, over the course of this last semester I have
started to gain another meaning to what architecture is and what it means to
me. I have also started to look back at some of the things I have designed and
pulled themes from them. On top of all of those things I have begun to learn
about myself, I have learned what field of architecture I like to work in.
Architecture,
to me, used to just be the design of a building. If it looked cool to me, it
was good architecture. It wasn’t because I wasn’t passionate about
architecture. It was simply how my brain functioned. I simply didn’t have a
deep personality. Everything was surface level. I thought people were silly
with all of these different meanings and symbolism. However, over the last year
I have grown as a man, and as an aspiring architect. My mindset has changed in
the way I approach life. Every day I am evolving. This evolution has allowed me
to see things in a new light. I no longer am stuck seeing things in a surface
level perspective. My eyes have opened. Some of the things I once thought were silly
are still silly. But, I now have a deeper understanding for architecture.
I was
on LinkedIn the other day; I was looking at an article written about Dan
Overbey. That is when I truly realized how I approach architecture. I have
never been good with words and often times have trouble putting what I mean to
words. He practically spoke for me. Dan said, “I believe that designers always
need to be cognizant of the relationship between spirit and matter. If our
contributions to the built environment are not inspiring, they will not be
appreciated.” This was the first time I ever had that, “ah ha!” feeling about
my own architectural theory. It all made sense at that point in time. It wasn’t
that the buildings looked “cool” to me. It was because they provoked a spirit
inside of me due to the matter of what was in front of me. This can start to be
seen in different scales. You can see how architecture brings out emotion.
There are small moves that can be made to make people feel comfortable in a
space, to feel safe in a space, to feel alone in a space. It is all about
designing the perception of space. That is what architecture is to me.
Looking
back at a lot of my projects that I have worked on during my time here at Ball
State I have done a lot of design work. I have a pretty good background in the
construction industry as I have interned at a construction company for 3 years.
This experience has been very valuable to me, but I can also see ways in which
it has negatively affected my design process. I tend to dismiss ideas before I
have ever even put anything down on paper. I simply say to myself, “Nah, not
practical.” I have worked with clients who want things that look good until
they see the price tag. Then, they start wanting to pull everything out of the
project. By the time it is done, the building is as plain as can be. This is
reality and I have accepted it. However, I am in school. I don’t have clients.
I need to be pushing my design intentions as far as I can while I am here. Not
sticking to practical solutions. In every project I have stuck to a square
grid. This isn’t a bad thing. But, when you never break the grid it can start
to limit the design. This is something I have been doing. When it comes to a
design idea, I love the idea of pods. They are so adaptable to almost any
situation. I love that I have started using pods in almost every design I do.
But, I need to redevelop the pod. It doesn’t have to be square. They don’t have
to line up. They don’t even have to have an order. I have a lot of untapped
potential.
If I
were to pick an industry of architecture I would like to focus my career on it
would be the education industry. I have always been above average in school. I
have never been a stand out student. But, I always did well. I would like to
help impact the lives and futures of children and adults alike in a way that
can truly shape their future. I want to design classrooms that can adapt with
the users. I want to help kids learn better at a younger age. I want to design
educational facilities that promote healthy learning; not just industrialized
learning that is only worried about kids’ tests scores. This is the type of
architecture I want to design.
This is
my idea of architecture.